so, you want to die young
autoheart
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≈quht, you≈ap;ldquo;re terrified of what you ;ldquo;t beo, so you want to die young≈quot;
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“what if you slept? and what if, your sleep, you dread? and what if your drea you went to heaven and there pked a straiful flohen you awoke, you had the flower your hand? ah! what theaylor ce
chapter 1
four years before
“i know it’s askg a lot but—”
“i’ gog to azkabaher way and this is the only way i’ll ever be able to help hi i uand that i’ll do it”
≈ness his father’s voie ade drao’s stoah lenh
“drao this is a lot to ask of you, too it wo will be lonely are you sure you want to do this?” prall asked
drao was quiet for a ont he had beehe ont gonagall had appeared on his doorstep a few ho with the suggestioook a deep breath
≈ stahey look at loneless would be easier than fag that,” drao said quietly
“then we are deided”
harry dropped the prophet as though it had burned hi
“no,” he whispered, his eyes loked on the paper where it y iable, skiihe headle one ore
≈h-eater, drao alfoy, urdered by father i alfoy to fae exteene
“no no, no, no, no, no,” harry repeated
they had survived the war was over they had survived, there weren’t supposed to be aies
the war had ewo weeks ago he had oved fro the burrow bak to griauld pe a week ago he was gd now, that he was alog at the long dg table, his ke as he gripped the edges so hard that the a wood threateo splioah turned, bile rawlg up his throat
he skid the artile
avada kedavra cast by i alfoy’s wand 10:47 st night bur sehe ri narissa alfoy eye witness would have been 18 oh
there were side by side pitures of alfoy and his father harry sudde a urdere when he id his eyes on i, o he wa, the sa feelg he had whe voldeort he th the piture with his nails
“you bastard you fukg onster,” harry spat “why ouldn’t you have left hi aloook and took and took fro hi and norised hiself with a sob “ahiake”
there had been a ti when news of alfoy’s death wouldn’t have phased hi those days had passed alfoy had saved hi he had saved alfoy harry had o to feel sothg ak to oradery with the other boy they were both trapped, fored to situatieiohe tools of war, the both of the
tears dripped off his he neer front of hi, where alfoy’s iage blked up, unsilg
it had o days se harry had st seen alfoy
≈ up at a uggle offee shop so harry ould return his wahe press had still beerak the down there had beehe walkg side by side dowhe frohe headlihe boy who lived ah-eater spotted uggle london unity on the horizon?
harry stood up quikly, hurryg towards the far eable orth of prophets were staked ssily he shuffled through the uhe one he was lookg for
he and alfoy walkg dowh lookg tense harry was slightly front of alfoy, leadihe other boy trailed behd hi they were both learly uhe ara trakg the alfoy ostly kept his eyes on the ground as he followed harry, but oasioravel up to the bak of harry’s head and he would get this funny, alost paed look on his fae old rivalries die hard, he guessed
harry looked away fro the piture, swallog the p his throat he tried to reber the st thio alfoy they had stayed at the offee shop oo exhahe waly, harry thankg hi f hi e it, alf that it wasn’t as though he had a hoie, though the ual aid had gone fro his voie
≈er and thanks,” alfoy had said, his eyes fdg harry’s for the first ti si that eveng
“for what?” harry had asked, his stoah istg unfailiar knots
“for not ondehe ont you had the hary would have listeo you, if you had wao i’ not so sure the rest of the world will be so fivg” alfoy rified
“i wouldhe onden you i wohe you had about as uh hoie this as i did, alfoy,” harry said
“sat potter, always to the resue,” alfoy replied, but a sile ghosted his lips, hat harry was so ed to aopanyg that phrase, sat potter harry rebered thkg it was the first ti he had seeher boy sile a while aybe even years he wished he had known it would be the st